Sunday, October 29, 2006
I'm feeling all jittery here cos my first paper, GP is in 4 days! haha..
I thought I would be more nervous for my prelims but actually, it's results from the A's that matters. How would the paper be like? Easy? cos it's the last year of our syllabus. Or would the setters of the paper want to make it a unique paper for us, to mark the end of our syllabus? I've got no idea, and i dunno if i want the paper to be easy. That way, more people would be able to do well. If it were to be difficult then they might have to moderate. =D
No use brooding over it anyways so good luck all!
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 10:59 AM
10:59 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006
I don't understand why the Casio camera doesn't come with a USB cable. It's so fucking retarded right? How am I (or my family rather) supposed to upload pictures when there's no connection? I won't mind spending hours deciphering and looking for the cable if i had a shit load of time but time's a scarce resource, something i'm seem to be running out of. The drilling over at my neighbour's house is making me feel more irritated. How to study like that? Gonna spend time looking for another spot for conducive studying. Of all times, before my A levels go renovate, so timely! Furthermore, that house has been unoccupied for the longest time! =/ Haha, so the next time (if ever) THAT neighbour greets us while going down the lift, I'll probably not respond or something.. until my anger dies down.
Today's the last day of school at mj. It's definitely not a place with very fond memories for many of us but there are things to take away with us nevertheless. From the class of 05S205, we grew close to each other in the mere span of 1 year together in j1 but were forced under certain circumstances to split into our various classes - 206, 321, 324 and 22-something. haha. Well, I would rather stay with one CG class for 2 years but unfortunately, I went along with the minority (seriously the minority that consists of only 3 of us) into a new and strange environment. And so, we tried to fit into the class, however, the class itself was rather divided. It was so, so different from our ex-class. In 321, the differences between the groups were alot bigger. (Difficult to imagine them in one big clique.)
Even today, as we reminise about the past 2 years, I felt more attached to my ex class. I saw my current classmates breaking into tears when Ms Poh gave her speech, it didn't give me goosebumps. In the past year, all I did was to attend school. I didn't have the time to build strong relationships with my current teachers. What was in my mind at that time? It was the torturous j1 years where we had to go through Mrs Ng's econs lessons every lunch break and had extended days till 5 almost everyday! Studying with my good friend- Wanqi, almost every other day until the promos, the encouragement we gave to each other despite failing tests before the promos. Project Work with my girls - Cherlyn, Charlyn, Gracelyn and Val Tan. The
crap advice that Mrs Ng gave us when we were doing PI, EoM and WR. (You have no idea how many drafts many of us had to do just to satisfy her demanding demands. Hurhur..) Those were the days that had caused me great grief but these are the memories I'll never forget.
So as my current classmates were busy taking pictures, I felt quite isolated. Though they pulled me into the picture, the feeling was just not there. I don't have an identity! Yes, my 2 friends in my class happen to fall sick so i was left stranded.
My ex class was disintegrated and I don't belong with my current one. So after taking 2 photos (and being so extra) I left to find my ex classmates and took several pictures with them. I can't help but feel very torn between my current and ex classmates. It's like trying to get to know ur new classmates because you know that you should but it isn't very successful. At the same time, your ex classmates are drifting away in terms of closeness. It's inevitable. Moreover, your current group of 3 (yourself included) are not getting along very well because of internal competitiveness - grades lor. In fact, going to school really sucked. As if 3 isn't small enough. Won't you feel very lost too?
Luckily for me, as I left my ex classmates, my Archangel groupmate called me to take pictures. The Leadership training camp group Archangel rocked like no other. I must have been really blessed to be able to end up in such group with a GREAT bunch of lunatics. heh. There was 11 other groups, 12 in total but there's no group that resembles us. It's been 1+ years since the LTC and we're still the same. =) Just wanna say a BIG thank you to the Archangels who has been there and will continue to be there for each other.
Then, I changed into my squash attire to take pictures with my squash girls and boys! Besides the Archangels, my squashmates have certainly been a source of light in my life. Especially Yee Teng and Pei Mun. We've endured many trainings together and I just wanna shout out to u guys, all the best for the A's! Meet up for squash, tennis or sun tanning (hahaha! change of sport. cos many of us enjoy other sports too!) after this horrible month is over! =)
Okay, I think i'm gonna leave the camera to rot. Spent almost an afternoon on that and blogging of course. Gotta work towards my target. Hopefully when my brother gets back, I'll ask him to work something out. More pictures coming up in the next entry!
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 4:27 PM
4:27 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
my last post till after the A's! it's all about self control and more mugging!!
Oh yeah, i've been going to This Fashion lately and the quality of their clothing has improved tremendously! Moreover, they have quite a variety of great looking dresses shorts and skirts. (Dun really know about their tops.) If you spend time browsing through the many stacks of clothes u'll be surprised to find many stylish and in clothings.
Just came here to update my prelim results. haha. To show some comparision I'll take the mids as a gauge.
Mid Years 2006
Chem - AO
Math - F
Econs - F
Prelim 2006
Chem - D
Math - B
Econs - E
For A levels, aim for triple As ah! CHIONG! :)
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 11:29 AM
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